Category Archives: nights

a knee-jerk response

te amo. you are special you are precious you have measure. te apoyo. you are sheltered you’re protected without measure. te agarro. you’ll be mended, renovated in full measure te aseguro. you are treasured you are cherished beyond measure te … Continue reading

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in love,

i am in love with words, and i might be in love with you– can i say that? is it true? there is a heart in red, above words you’ve said about me. i’m not used to this: to knowing … Continue reading

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you know you wanna

i love you. it’s true, it’s true, it burns, it churns, it yearns to cry itself through. how true? how true– how vast how much how enough is enough to tell you? so true–it’s so true, so deep abiding real … Continue reading

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Fog drove me to the road:

Jack London Aquatic Center, Hello. We meet again. Nothing especially tumultuous–the night was just so shrouded I had to come say hi & explore her mystery. With my Lindsay, of course. I guess if I was hoping for some introspective … Continue reading

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Dear God, I’m back in Oakland,

[This is how angry & disappointed I was Saturday night. The post has been backdated to the savepoint on myTouch.] — Dear God, I’m back in Oakland, You know where. I really want to walk out to the boardwalk, but … Continue reading

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Hello, Haas–

It’s been a while since I sat here, with you, at some dark, cool hour. Here under the lamppost in your concrete embrace I am taking some much-needed me-time. Me-and-Jesus-and-the-night time. I’m tired. Last night I just gave & gave … Continue reading

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Indelibly You

whitewash these walls; paint something new: something so me, yet indelibly you. sand down this plaster; scour out the stains: don’t choke on the powder, let the past keep the pain. let’s mud up the cracks and dents in this … Continue reading

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from where and how did i get the best roommate in the entire world? i can only conclude: from heaven, & because God willed it.   (Jacqueline’s my favorite.)

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something’s bothering me.

i know because i can’t/don’t want to sleep. i’ve voiced several things over the last few days, but there’s something beyond those. that’s what’s keeping me up. but i don’t know what it is. this blog post is useless. i’m … Continue reading

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i did something bad–

or rather, something i possibly shouldn’t’ve. & is most likely the  last thing my emotional self needs. but the fact remains that 1) i made a decision not to dangle, yet 2) my stupid subconscious decides to dream about him, … Continue reading

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