Author Archives: xkawai

About xkawai

I write to find out what I'm thinking.

On a string

Waiting. Ever have I waited for you— ` you to be near me ` you to endear me ` you before I knew thee Y por esperar descubrí esperanza. Still do I remember you— ` you who came before ` … Continue reading

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a knee-jerk response

te amo. you are special you are precious you have measure. te apoyo. you are sheltered you’re protected without measure. te agarro. you’ll be mended, renovated in full measure te aseguro. you are treasured you are cherished beyond measure te … Continue reading

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in the not-knowing.

maybe i’ll never know what it’s like to hold your hand on our way to class in the morning– to say good-bye and see you tonight? and part ways before Evans, but sneak a last glimpse of you over my … Continue reading

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NO8DO

and again, i am alone– but i am never alone. just as you are never asleep or away or not thinking about me, so i am never gone from your heart. just as you are never not in love with … Continue reading

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in love,

i am in love with words, and i might be in love with you– can i say that? is it true? there is a heart in red, above words you’ve said about me. i’m not used to this: to knowing … Continue reading

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[Crates and Ribbons] Misconceptions RE: The Kissing Sailor

Originally posted on Crates and Ribbons:
Since writing this post about The Kissing Sailor, its reach has completely exceeded all my expectations, and has generated more discussion on my blog than ever before. As I read the comments though, I…

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you know you wanna

i love you. it’s true, it’s true, it burns, it churns, it yearns to cry itself through. how true? how true– how vast how much how enough is enough to tell you? so true–it’s so true, so deep abiding real … Continue reading

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fill in the blanks.

“i love you”– it’s true, but not enough to say it yet, though i want to, instead of “goodbye,” or “good night” i just hope you can hear when i said, “take care of yourself” last night behind those words … Continue reading

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Originally posted on randomTIDBITSofthought:
It’s nearing the end of summer, I’ve had a relaxing couple of days at SoCal, and there are a ton of things that I want to write about. I’ll get around to it – these are…

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“So What You Gonna Do?”

Originally posted on Dongjc's Blog:
This post is inspired by my personal experiences in basketball alongside my dad, and then constantly reinforced by a number of experiences and coaches. In 8th grade, after one of my most memorable basketball…

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