i know because i can’t/don’t want to sleep.
i’ve voiced several things over the last few days, but there’s something beyond those. that’s what’s keeping me up.
but i don’t know what it is.
this blog post is useless.
i’m just going to play sudoku until my eyes give out.
but: why am i back here again? it feels like i haven’t been this vaguely disturbed subconsciously since. high school?